I feel so damn tired damn, tomorrow is u16, i've got a feeling we'll do well. But let's just keep it low for a moment, haha. Today's training was usual. I like the last few minutes of it, you think?

OH I think when you get angry, just scream. Yell out like you can't hear yourself, and probably you feel like you exist more.I hate it that i have to bottle up everything, and burst out last minute. I don't think you even tried noticing how hard was it for me to regain my confidence. So what if  practised at home? When i see that damn ball in the air, i just can't do it. I fucking can't, dude! I tried everything, i really did. Why can't you freaking see it! HAHA, but what's the point man, she's always better than me. Forever better than me. Well, let me tell you what- regret when you got the chance when i own you in the ass :o) 

All the best for u16 tmr gurls! And gosh, you look damn hot in your uniform. I wish I had the guts to say that in your face, and maybe even say hi. Why am i always feeling barely there? Or maybe nothing at all, i feel like falling into pieces. I so wanna date the bench right now, i think its lonely and cute. Don't worry imma be there tmr with u dear ^^

YOU WAIT FOR ME AND MY COMEBACK OKAY