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Monday, October 25, 2010
secrets


Can we pretend that the airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars..? 

Today was the friendly match, okay i guess. I just thought maybe i did bad, i was freaking nervous. But in your face ly, we're getting closer to our main goal, trust me, you'll regret saying whatever you said to us.

Its funny how i'm consoling other people like i don't need the same advice when the truth is i really do. Its funny how i cheered on to people who can play much much much better than me, telling them they don't suck, when i suck more. Its even retarded convincing a girl who looks already pretty enough to shine, that she is not ugly like what she think she is, and telling her how i'm so much of a good example of a cold, grey and ugly stone. Its stupid to realise how much i'm putting myself down, just to make others feel better of themselves. Ironic isn't it? I'm telling someone to stop losing confidence, by losing confidence to make them gain confidence. I feel like a dumbass. You? Ever tried cheering someone up, yet ending up feeling worse than before. 

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phelia - for the designer.
Horizon Road - for the picture.
masterjinn - for the brushes.

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I choke on my own words, I make wishes, I have dreams and I still want to believe, anything can happen in this world. I love d/c.