I'm gonna get my hair lookin' like that, so eoy holidays here i comeeeeeeee

Today was quite slack, meet up with lydia at xyz watching xxx's match against zzzz. We had to be boring, old ball pickers... Oh, I think zzzz won? So zzzz's players came to train with us for awhile. But me, lydia, yinsuan, mary, zhiyun, huixin went to abc for a light snack. Oh we got our volleyball shoes finally! Okay, that's about the brief summary bout what we did? 

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I can't help not jumping, its not that i don't want to, I TRIED BUT ITS NOT WORKING! I gave it my best shot, but what if it becomes a habit? I really wanna be main team bad, like everyone else. But being in the so-called second team, was much much much enjoyable :-)  So i'm just trying whatever i can, if you don't accept, its okay. I think main 12 isn't so bad, you think?