Sunday, October 31, 2010
nobody but you
Hey guys, just felt like posting again, hahaha uhm well, i think i'm gonna be a living zombie tomorrow! You can tell me to do anything sure, cuz i'm just gonna prove myself that i'm worthy and not you. Trust me, i'll make you remember my name ;-)
Oh meeting up with jean tmr before our trainings! I wonder tall is she now.. I miss her! Can't wait for grad nite <3 Okay good night people, will post more tmr, i think.
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I think its time I need a new life. One where cca doesn't keep revolving around my holidays and taking over my brain. To tell you the truth, i feel like a living zombie. I wake up to the same reason every morning. I wish high expectations were not supposed to be met all the time, and my stomach won't always randomly feel hungry during the night. Last thing, i am seriously not looking forward to U13 or U16, i just know that its me between the bench.
Oh and i jailbreaked Katy Perry Revenge which supposedly cost like US 4.99! YAY ME
Thursday, October 28, 2010
sparks fly
I love you guys so much, you guys mean the world to me. Let's move on, together :-) All the best in the main team, win cdiv okay! We'll support you from behind. If you guys feel stressed up or anything, we're here for you 24/7 :-) Thanks for showing how much you care, today, cuz you guys mean equally as much to me! All the best for U13 and U16! We can do it! Thanks jiayi and sarah alot, thanks for the advice, :-)
Its time to work hard, next year! I don't wanna ever leave the volleyball team, anymore :-( Nerdy me next year, here i come~
xx
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
dear one humility
Thanks guys FOR EVERYTHING. I remember i started hating you guys cuz i thought i couldn't fit in much. Haha but in the end, leaving you guys was so damn freaking hard! I'll miss the g-party joking around, dinesh during home econs, weiping burning the barley during home econs and his stupid blur face, our "back-door" clique- i wonder if the tissue balls will fall off the ceiling, i hope not cuz it has stupid memories inside :-) I'll miss debbie fighting with joseph and jeremy! HAHA i'll miss our scientist- joseph! And Bruce Lee, zomg! I'll miss the uniform group people, doing their drills after recess outside the class. Hahaha you guys cute ah! I'll never forget jiaming, gabrielle, mark charging phones in class! Liuhong's nobody dance. Hmm, i'll miss joking and pass the square books around the class, was like what adventure? Science lessons with you guys were crazy, math was boring but we pulled it through together, haha. DnT was our class favourite subject. Although like what most say, we're not as good or bonded as one dillgence, but i think we're awesome just the way we are. Most importantly, i love you guys and i'll never forget you, never i promise:-) Don't forget me too, hahaha! Those staying in humility, continue the humi "spirit"! We are awesome the way the way we are, all the best in the different classes.
Goodbye _____, you stupid douche bag. Have fun and good luck with her! I'm giving up so all the best :-) No i'm lying
xx
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
frozen
Aidan is a five year old boy and has leukemia. He is currently undergoing chemotherapy. He's also a budding artist and draws great monsters. To pay for his medical bills, his artwork is for sale.
You guys can go to my tumblr for more info bout him? :-)
Today's training was slack-ish. Last day of school tmr, i'm so gonna miss one humility esp my cliques, bffs and qt ;-( How i wish time froze, so maybe we would have more time for each other.
xx
Monday, October 25, 2010
secrets
Can we pretend that the airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars..?
Today was the friendly match, okay i guess. I just thought maybe i did bad, i was freaking nervous. But in your face ly, we're getting closer to our main goal, trust me, you'll regret saying whatever you said to us.
Its funny how i'm consoling other people like i don't need the same advice when the truth is i really do. Its funny how i cheered on to people who can play much much much better than me, telling them they don't suck, when i suck more. Its even retarded convincing a girl who looks already pretty enough to shine, that she is not ugly like what she think she is, and telling her how i'm so much of a good example of a cold, grey and ugly stone. Its stupid to realise how much i'm putting myself down, just to make others feel better of themselves. Ironic isn't it? I'm telling someone to stop losing confidence, by losing confidence to make them gain confidence. I feel like a dumbass. You? Ever tried cheering someone up, yet ending up feeling worse than before.
xx
Sunday, October 24, 2010
inhale love, exhale hate
IPOD TOUCH FTW \m/
Been tumblr-ing all day, oh tomorrow's our friendly match! Against singapore american school, gotta trash them, at least try to okay? :-) To whoever is gonna play tomorrow, GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT! Haha, plus we've got our volleyball shoes already. So.....better do much much better okay all the best! Pray if you guys have any doubt. I love you guys :o)
Have fun in Taiwan, claire! Better buy something nice or you know what will become of your macbook. Come back safe and sound please, we're supposed to camwhore and go out together, bon voyage! (haha altho your flight was so damn early in the morning....) I love you!
xx
Saturday, October 23, 2010
before the worst
I'm gonna get my hair lookin' like that, so eoy holidays here i comeeeeeeee
Today was quite slack, meet up with lydia at xyz watching xxx's match against zzzz. We had to be boring, old ball pickers... Oh, I think zzzz won? So zzzz's players came to train with us for awhile. But me, lydia, yinsuan, mary, zhiyun, huixin went to abc for a light snack. Oh we got our volleyball shoes finally! Okay, that's about the brief summary bout what we did?
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I can't help not jumping, its not that i don't want to, I TRIED BUT ITS NOT WORKING! I gave it my best shot, but what if it becomes a habit? I really wanna be main team bad, like everyone else. But being in the so-called second team, was much much much enjoyable :-) So i'm just trying whatever i can, if you don't accept, its okay. I think main 12 isn't so bad, you think?
xx
Friday, October 22, 2010
blow my lines
That's why i love cats so much, and dogs of course! ;-)
Okay here's a quick update since i didn't really post anything yesterday due to over dosage of pms pills.
We learnt to play golf, I tell you its so damn quite fun, i feel classy playing it. Debbie was quite good at putting, if that's how you spell it. I love chipping haha, i like chipping the grass along with my golf ball ^^ I pms quite alot, and i'm like so damn irritating. And we're going over to a kindergarten next week for cip, i am quite afraid of babies.
xx
Thursday, October 21, 2010
True colours
I am going crazy and moodswings are driving me crazy
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
get well soon
I think she has cute nails?
School was okay today, went for some pond study. Quite entertaining and boring at the same time, quite contradicting. Tomorrow is golf lesons, aw, and my period is here :-( Having alot of moodswinging sessions. Kinda miss school and math lessons, or maybe geog lessons! I.LOVE.GEOG. Its so far the only subject i studied so hard for and got an a2 ^^
Oh today is purple day. It is to remember and support teenagers being themself. Check out my tumblr, i've reblogged alot of post regarding purple day :-) And Ellen DeGeneres said something, "Being a teenager is hard enough figuring out who you are without someone attacking you. We can't let tolerance and ignorance take another kid's life."
Get well soon, don't over stress yourself! Take care, come to school tmr PLEASE? :-)
xx
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
hello again
Hey guys, decided to be back on blogger...again. HAHA, many things happened, i tell you. Trust me, i've learnt never to trust anyone so easily. They turn out to be some crazy shit, but thanks you motivated us! I love you okay okay? :-p U13 is comin' up, soooooo GOOD LUCK GURLS! And i totally flunk my eoy ;-)
xx
Friday, October 8, 2010
goodbye
I'm off to tumblr guys!
Its up to you to link me, or follow me or even bothering reading it. Thanks, so long suckerrrrs :o)
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