Saturday, September 18, 2010
lost and forgotten
Okay first thing, i'm gonna skip day 4 or 5's challenge, cuz i'm too lazy.
Today's training so crap, i felt so like loser-ish. I de-proved so much, i think i'm juz only gonna be a reserve. I can't really do anything, i'm so freaking slow and stupid. I don't really have the mood or anything and seem so retarded fighting on. I wanna work hard, but its so tough to juggle between the books and the ball :-( i don't wanna get replaced by her, i really don't! Reality kills.
And sorry,we're like always going against you then cursing you other our breath whenever you tell us to do the things you want and stuff. You may be juz so freaking bias at times and make me feel like a loser, but you're actually that awesome. Sorry for being rude and insensitive, and complaining like a stupid baby. SORRY!
AND TO YOU: DO A SELF-CHECK PLZ! Don't turn us into evil monsters with your words..
xx
