today i've learnt about forgiving and forgetting. You forgive and forget when you think you should cuz you feel tired to continue fighting for your rights. You forgive becuz you think its more painful to hate someone you used to trust so much. You forget becuz its too painful to remember. And it hurts more to pretend it doesn't, right?
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Well, i'm not quite sure. Cuz basically we all pretend and act along. I really wonder when she start throwing knives behind me. I really really wonder.

Well, i suppose i'm not feeling any hurt according to someone. Yeah sorry for hurting your feelings maybe it's all my fault. Cuz i thought i was hurt too. I should have pretended that guy b really existed and i am that despo for love. Yeah, thanks for telling liyang about it. Thanks alot deary, thanks for furthering editing my life story and kinda made it more exciting. Just wanted you to know, my story isn't a movie you can make up to entertain anyone you want. Cuz you seriously don't want your life story to be used as an entertainment too, right? I suppose.