Monday, May 31, 2010
fight for this love
Today is a tiring day.
Today is a bad day.
Today is a screwed up day.
Today is a unhappy day.(A little)
Today is a angry day.
Today is a racist day.
Today is a fucked up day.
Today is a monday.
Training - late. Another miscommunication ? Yeap, some people were like so nice to help out @ tp sports hall, yet got scolded. Oh well, that's life. Everyone doesn't see the full picture before getting facts right. Racism is such a fucking thing! Not gonna elaborate more, but oh well. You can't shut someone's mouth but shut your mind and don't think too much k, sha? :) jiayou jiayou, now train hard for volleyball! Matches are coming up, so train hard manz! We may look real unbonded buuuuuuuuuuut , just jiayou together! Love you guys<3
I hate racism, do you ? Oh Hilter does, screw him.
ohoh yes here's what coach said that made sense :
Just do your best, and god will do the rest.
good night guys :) (altho its only 9 at night, oh well!)
xoxo
Saturday, May 29, 2010
your voice is the soundtrack of my summerc
Second day of the holidays
rot at home, planned to do homework, but i have yet to touch on anything yet. *Procrastination rocks* There's no need for so many hardworking people in the world, haha. Supposedly i'm supposed to be on a freaking diet, but cmon ! :( Food is so tempting at home. Thank god there are trainings during the holidays, otherwise i'll turn into a fat ass soonz, anyway its faye birthday tomorrow and i haven't got her a gift :(
here's the late tag replies:
>candice: i miss 6c ttm too ! :(
>amanda: thanks deary :)
>mel: hey sun nu ! thanks ah :))
>sherianne: EXACTLY! haha its good what, i'll probably meet you ;) ahh can't wait! HAH.
check out my tumblr :)
xoxo
Check out my new tumblr : www.run-awayvalentine.blogspot.com
guess i'll still be updating blogger, i'm using tumblr as picture blog?
Check it out and give me comments here @ blogger, i can't seem to add tagboard there.
Haha. Post again later.
xoxo
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
300th post.
To celebrate it, i'm gonna blog about today's team talk :/
Okay first, today was alright. Altho suffered alot of muscle aches from yesterday's training :( Was pretty slackish especially during the last three periods, FREE. Gotta finish reading that ugly book, haha.
Team talk
it was awkward ttm! I still remember the part when natasha cried, i'm sorry! I was listening, andand, Fang ting was just so worried about teresa after saying how emo she was. Haha, actually turns out that we are kind of bonded. Only with the majority if you ask me.And i knew she'll shoot me, i just knew it. How does DSA concern about this how thing? Does it really matter if anyone here is DSA-ed or not? Is it so important ? Hell no. I think natasha's right, what's the use of a team talk when after all of it, we don't change? Obviously we didn't finish the whole team talk cause its just gonna emphasis on me and her. And you know what, if it wasn't teresa i would just have explain the whole senior thingy detailedly, i really would. Yeah, there might be misunderstandings between us, but i don't wanna solve it. Nothing's gonna change anyway, will it? I mean come on, look at how much you've changed. You might think we are just freaking bias and only talking about you, well talk about me. If you anything unhappy just pour it out! I think you and me and the rest of the team is the only problem that needs to be solved! That's the whole main thing of the team talk right? If you are so scared, then what the fuck is the team talk for.
Phew, got all those out of my head. Okay had lunch at amk hub with the usuals<3 was kinda pissed with teresa, why the hell did i get jealous :/ whywhywhy, she's not mine anyway. oh damn, i'm getting jealous again. And no, it doesn't really matter to me if you ever say sorry
PTC's tmwr, thank god dad's going. He wouldn't ask much questions, since i passed my history and failed literature only. Woohoo, yay me. Anyway i doubt ms hu would even say anything bad to anyone of us. :)
xoxo
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Bold what’s you, or what you like, or what you’ve done.
My personality:
• i’m loud only when i’m high.
• i’m obnoxious.
• i’m sarcastic.
• i’m cocky.
• i cry easily.
• i have a bad temper.
• for the most part, i don’t like people.
• i’m easy to get along with.
• i’ve smoked weed.
• i drink coffee.
• i clean my room daily.
my appearance:
• i wear makeup.
• i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
• i wear contacts.
• i wear glasses.
• i’ve had braces.
• i have braces.
• i change my hair color often.
• i straighten my hair often.
• my ears are pierced.
• i have small feet.
relationships:
• i’m in a relationship now.
• i’m single.
• i’m crushin’.
• i’ve missed an ex before.
• an ex has physically abused me at least once.
• i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
• i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
• i’ve been in love more than two times.
• i believe in love at first sight.
• i believe lust is more important than love.
friendships:
• i have a best friend.
• i have at least ten friends.
• i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
• i’ve beaten up a friend. - jokingly that is
• i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
• i can trust at least five people with my life.
experiences:
• i’ve been on a plane.
• i’ve been on a train.
• i’ve left the state/province.
• someone close to me has died.
• i’ve taken a taxi.
• i’ve taken a city bus.
• i’ve taken a school bus.
• i’ve gone bungee jumping.
• i’ve made a speech.
• i’ve been in some sort of club.
• i’ve won an award.
• i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
• i’ve been in a physical fight.
music:
• i listen to country.
• i listen to pop.
• i listen to techno.
• i listen to rock.
• i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
• i hate the radio.
• i download music.
• i buy cd’s.
television:
• i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
• i watch soap operas daily.
• i’m in love with days of our lives.
• i’ve seen and like the oc.
• i’ve seen and like one tree hill.
• i’ve seen and like america’s next top model.
• i’ve seen and like popular.
• i’ve seen and like house.
• i’ve seen and like 24.
• i’ve seen and like csi.
• i’ve seen and like everwood.
family life:
• i get along with both of my parents.
• my biological parents are still together.
• i have at least one brother.
• i have at least one sister.
• i have at least one step brother/sister.
• i have at least one half brother/sister.
• i’ve been kicked out of the house.
• i’ve ran away from my home.
• i’ve sworn at my parents.
• i’ve made my parents cry.
• i’ve lied to my parents.
• i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.
• i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.
• i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.
• i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.
hair:
• i’ve been brown.
• i’ve had streaks.
• i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
• i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
• i’ve had black.
• i’ve been red.
• i’ve been light brown.
• i’ve been medium brown.
• i’ve had purple/pink.
• i’ve been blue/green.
• i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
• i use conditioner.
• i’ve used silk therapy.
• i’ve used hot oil treatments.
• i’ve curled my hair.
• i’ve straightened my hair.• i’ve ironed my hair.
• i’ve braided my hair.
• i’ve had/want dreadlocks.
school:
• i’ve thrown something at a teacher.
• i’ve yelled at a teacher.
• i’ve been sent for detention class.
• i’ve been suspended.
• i’ve had an in-school suspension.
• i’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
• i’ve walked out of class.
• i’ve skipped an entire day of school.
• i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
• i’ve failed a test.
• i’ve cheated on a test.
• i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
• i’ve failed art.
• i’ve failed p.e.
• i’ve failed math.
• i’ve failed science.
• i’ve failed another class.
• a teacher has called my parents.
• i’ve been caught skipping.
Oh no, don't go changing. That's what you told me from the start. Thought you where something different,that's when it all just fell apart. Like you're so perfect, and I can't measure up. Well, I'm not perfect-just all messed up.
I was losing myself to somebody else, but now I see. I don't wanna pretend, so this is the end of you and me. Cause the girl that you want, she was tearing us apart. Cause she's everything, everything I'm not.
It's not like I need somebody, telling me where I should go at night. Don't worry you'll find somebody, someone to tell how to live their life. Cause your so perfect and no one measures up. Yeah all by yourself, you're all messed up.
I was losing myself to somebody else, but now I see. I don't wanna pretend, so this is the end of you and me. Cause the girl that you want, she was tearing us apart. Cause she's everything, everything I'm not.
Now wait a minute, because of you, I never knew all the things that I had. Hey don't you get it?
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight, cause this is my life
I'M IN LOVE WITH AMBER THANKS TO JEAN. Isn't she fucking cute!!!!!!!!!!!! >:)
tag replies: (like finally)
>cheryl: heyo! :)
>jonghyung: hello hyung :)
>candice: hey candice! how's life? :)
>lixuan: hello (L)IXUAN :)
>slacktwinny: i feel so smart now, haha!
>sherianne: replied at you tagboard already, i wna outing too ! ;)
>wenqi: YES (L)
xoxo
Friday, May 21, 2010
you are just another crazy bitch, like any other. heng jiaxuan is just any other crazy bitch, when the whole world seems so perfect i'm all messed up. i'm so confused !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a piece of advice: think twice before letting everything go and chocolate has the best remedy for the worse pms.
epic fail for today's assembly programme. but i felt so bad laughing so hard, thanks to the joseph who shot me with the rubber band and benedict for his jokes!
now, imma fat ass cause i ate too much chocolates!
xoxo
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Officially flunk the myes, oh crap. But its officially over and let's get over with it ! Highest only 69 for the papers. Yes, get over it. Training resume like last saturday, finally got our team tee. I'm wearing it only on saturday, i hope. Weight trainings today, hmm its kinda alright.
thanks benedict for the funny gossips at facebook chats!
shortshortshort post.
xoxo
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
i failed that fucking history and literature paper! HAHA, told you i'm no smart ass. Told you i'm a idiot. Told you i'm a screwed up freak with no common sense, told you i got jealous easily! Told you i was super sensitive , told you i'm selfish! I warned you all, now look what happen. I don't wanna be anybody anymore.
To mel deary :
Hey sweetheart, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN SOME TOMATO DOES! :D i'll leave all the scolding to wenqi and jiaming, haha. I think enough fucking around, HAHA! Just remember to slowly forget everything, and one h-ians' girls love you ttm, esp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'M NOT REPLYING TAGS, i'm just lazy :) and i relinked all links already .
xoxo
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Hi people. I'v decided to revive this blog, not that i didn't want to. Comp was really suckish, and my dad said it was because of me! Whatever, he got it fixed and THANK GOD :) okay this week is really screwed up, as always. But guess i've learnt more?? Oh wellies, volleyball training resumed ystd and yes muscele aches everywhere :(
Just checked the answer sheet and done of all the reflections, yes i'm assured that mye's are FLUNKED BIG TIME! Anyway, work harder for the eoys. I guess its always like that, i'll probably flunk mye ALL the time , and improve in eoys :)
Tag replies:
>wenqi: hi, thanks :)
>amanda: hellohello, thanks! :)
>yeeling: will relink you soon, hello anyways :)
>jaime: will relink you real soon too!
>lixuan: (L)IXUAN ? :)
>debbie: HIIIIIIIIIII (L)
>van: me too !
>mary: and he's fucking mine. >:)
>audrey: hi audrey , thanks :)
I think i broke my middle finger, *chicken beak*
and i'm still in love with lady gaga's telephone.
xoxo
Monday, May 10, 2010
Happy Belated Mother's day to all mummies out there, including emmalin :)
and ofcs.. ME! thanks alot to jeany who wished me happy mothers' day, oh you sweetie poopties. ANDAND, i changed my blogskin again. i just didn't want a navi skin, so fugly. ugh.
ohoh, this is the last week of mye. SO, buck those effing brain cells up ttm! hmm, let's see we're left with maths, home econs, science and art. give our bestest ! :) everything seems so fucked up!! OH WELL, let's wait till june hols.
remember-to-bring list:
-that damn CALCULATOR!!! ( change batt ? )
-math geog set ( important ttm!)
-brain
-smartypants
-home econs textbook ( to cheat ??)
oops, i forgot the tag replies:
> wenqi : yes! :) but too bad i've changed it.. ):
> mummy : happy belated mothers' day! (L) thanks mummy, haha.
> myawesomeslackpartner : heyy thanks ttm, love you :)
> candice : thanks :)
> sherianne : WOOHOO! SHAKE BANANA SHAKE SHAKE BANANA!! :) haha, your welcome. i'm born to spam. HI SHERI SINCE YOU LOVE CAPS :D
> mary : no problem, yeah okay :)
EH,EH,EH STOP TELEPHONING ME
Friday, May 7, 2010
let's start off with tag replies!
>Lynn: Haha, ohoh! HI (:
>Van: changed blogskin already, hope its better.
4 papers down, next is math and home ecos ): Hmm, hopefully i'll get a2 for maths, *winks* . Hah, for home econs maybe will try my best ba. Today's literature paper was alright, but i forgot to read chapter 4 or 6. Oh damn, that's why the 8 and 6 mark question i'll flunk it. I tried elaborating like mad! But maybe it worked? Oh well.
I love my new blog skin, hah. All about vanilla twilight. Check out the lyrics at the side if you refresh my blog without clicking any of the navi yet. I typed them slowly, not copy-paste! Haha, so hardworking. The lyrics are real meaningful, so sweet. I love that owlcity guy ttm! He's so hot in the vanilla twilight vid. (:
And lastly,
Happy birthday mary, nope i didn't forget. (: Hope you have awesome friendship with her, and ace in volleyball! Don't know what happened to the both of us. But i think things should remain like this, wouldn't make anyone of us so complicated or tangled in misunderstandings and moodswing-ing crap. You know? Hah, anyway its supposed to be a happy day for you, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
xoxo
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
tag replies first!
>wenqi: haha, thanks ! (L)>chooiyin: relinked already ! (:
>lynn: hi, which lynn are you ? haha, thanks! you too :D
>sherianne : (: , i'm loving it!
Woohoo. 2 papers down. Chinese was effing hard! I slept right after the paper cause i was so dead tired answering the stupid questions. I'm so gonna give up higher chinese if i break down ! ):
okay, this picture reminds me of clique `09! I wanna a outing badly ! Yay, june holidays are coming ( i think ) haha. woohoo.
now blogging doesn't interest me anymore, its so damn hard to blog. hah, you'll geddit. i am so stupid, how can i even expect you guys to understand when you don't even experience the same ?
short post, history mye tomorrow. ohno! didn't go for history lesson today, was too tired to. );
xoxo
Monday, May 3, 2010
Hi guys. I think my dad locked facebook outta our comp. Idk how is it possible, BUT OMG! No more pet society ): And the whole comp just lags like shit expect when i go to youtube, how cute. Hey, it rhymes!
i don't wanna look like you because you're too perfect
and i don't wanna fill your shoes because its not worth it
don't fit the mold, i am real too colouful to conceal.imperfect is the new perfect, imperfect is the new perfect.
currently my blog song, it's so god-damn inspirational.
good luck for tmwr's chinese mye! don't know how to survive through, but hopefully will try to :/ ahh, after the myes we can discuss one humi's class test! hopefully, (: haha. i love hannah's idea ttm! (L) ah, lets just wait till myes are really over first.
xoxo
Saturday, May 1, 2010
poof, its saturday guys! (:
I managed to be hardworking and tried new things to my tagboard, go tag to find out! I know most of you guys already did it, so its no surprise. To those who don't know, I'll leave you with the suspense.
And GET OVER JUSTIN BIEBER, TYLER WARD IS HOT TTM! (:
Okay- if you guys out there don't know who is he. His this typical HOT guy who does covers for different songs on youtube. I chanced upon him when i typed " baby " on the search on youtube. He actually did a cover for jb's baby? And its so awesome ! It became a real love song instead of a fifteen year old moonwalking his way through. It's so incredible how he makes the songs he sing so.. OH.MI.GOSH. (L) Go check him out in youtube please! Here are some videos of him doing covers for different songs.
Baby- Justin Bieber and other songs mashed in it. (:
We are the world- Michael Jackson . He did a cover for this song with his other fellow talented youtubers in this vid. All for haiti, amazing amazing young man. (:
So do you love him ? I DO :D
good luck on mugging for the mye! Its gonna be tough but its gonna be over, and as soon as we know it, june holidays are here! And its finally time to meet up with clique and my deary cousins for a sleepover! Remember what Ms Esther said ?
If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.
:D, all the best guys !
xoxo
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masterjinn - for the brushes.
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I choke on my own words, I make wishes, I have dreams and I still want to believe, anything can happen in this world. I love d/c.
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-blackberry, baby pink -that cotton on high waist pants
-boots for Korea trip
-new diary
-renewable self-esteem/confidence
-d/c
-best friends forever
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