Monday, March 15, 2010

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow."

I feel like ending here.
Stopping here and never gonna move again.
I feel like quitting everything.
Wasting the time I spend just to get to where and what I am now.
I feel like letting your down.
Leaving you all and breaking all the promises.
I feel like making time stop.
Facing what's gonna happen tomorrow just scares me.
Sorry for this emo post. So many things have been going on and I feel like an asshole. I feel like quitting volleyball, I'm sorry for this childish thought. I don't like being treated as a junior instead of a friend and whatever I say always offend you. People from PA and UG groups seems so much happier with their seniors. Haha, idk if its me. But don't worry I will never ever quit volleyball. Although being in main 6 seems so dumb- I'll just try to prove my worth in volleyball.

You'll see.
xoxo