Wednesday, March 31, 2010
. So here's what I think life is, it's just like a puzzle picture filled with missing puzzle pieces for you to find and complete. Today we are officially c div vb girls! :) praise the lord, we've come this far. Jiayou everyone, no ones a loser since we made it this far. Dont give up!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
.Your heart is still but your heart beats faster.
hey guys, school was alright, received alot of hugs! Especially mary's , haha. And afternoon found out Teresa is crazy over me!Haha,so they went amk hub to check out the team bag, Mary said it didn't suit the rest of them , nevermind! We'll buy one end of the year. woohoo. And I'm beginning to like secondary school cos of my girl "gang" :))))))
oh gosh, volleyball training tmwr, why do I feel so tired ? Haha. Beats me. And I'm probably gonna buy a new comp ! Cos this old machine's too slow to catch up with me ): haha. Good night guys ! Imma gonna dream of him again, wuahaha. Waitwait, did I mention secondhand serande rocks ttm.
xoxo
Monday, March 29, 2010
Yesterday I was a slut, today I am a bitch tomorrow I'm a bastard.
I keep having deja vu-s , worse feeling ever. Makes me feel like a idiot. Phs lost to xinmin :( but it's alright, '11 c div girls will win it back for you all guys k? :) I promise! Xinmin will get this and I promise and swear. It's time they felt this way. Oh gosh, I seriously think I can't make it into main 6 ! Sheeeeesh, how to 打防 properly mans.
yes, today is another screwed up day. I made it so obvious that I don't feel like talking to you right? I just think you've changed so much. What happened? I don't really wanna care but you better change otherwise you'll soon realize you'll be walking down these 4 years in sec sch alone.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Hi. Blogging with my damn itouch. -____- Okay, not gonna upload the awesome camwhore pictures on fri ): comp is sot and I'm going mad ! Sheesh. Sorry not anyone out there if I screamed at you for the past 20mins or so. Dk what the fuck happened to my emotions. Sighs. Chat with Mary on the phone almost whole day (L) darn, haven't touch my homework yet. Gonna buy dinner ! Ttfn :)
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Feel sick and tired man, you know what I mean. YOU SHUT IT ! YES YOU , STOP MAKING ME CONFUSED.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
"Don't recognise the face in the mirror looking back at me."School was alright today. Slacked alot. Suddenly pms-ing during different parts of the day. Thought about so many things, all the possibilities to my unsolved question. I've got that I wanna give up feeling again, dammit. ):
Volleyball training was suckish - as usual. But during da fang was happy cause Amanda finally got pissed with me and Sharlene took me ! Awesome. :) Sharlene was really really nice, she said hao qiu when I know it was a bad bad ball. Thanks lot k! Worse part, had to play survivor with seniors and senior seniors. What the fuck. I HATE IT. I hate when coach does this ! Doesn't he know man ?! GOSH. Playing survivor with seniors already makes me go mad. Me and ah jun was like the only sec 1s with 3 senior seniors. She was in our group. What the fuck again. I think Ah jun feels the same way too, cheer up k? Don't think too much into everything. I screwed up the game. Fuck me. Overall , -'- .
I hate when you do this man ! What do you know ! YOU DON'T .
Fuck you .
xoxo
Monday, March 22, 2010
I needa just catch up with school work! I feel like I'm gonna copy everything for the rest of my life ! ): I will try to work hard for my subjects expect for literature and home econs. WOOHOO. Hope I just at least pass or get my earrings back. Dammit. I feel like dying.
I'm never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever quit volleyball no matter what happens. However bad I play or whatever mans, I wouldn't give a fuck no longer. Its time I grow up. (:
xoxo
Sunday, March 21, 2010
"Jay Sean is hot and spammers are not!"
-Jiaxuan Boomz :D
Pls: Spammers referring to greedy monster's class blog's spammer. ASSHOLE.
I'M BACK FROM PHUKET. (:
So stop missing me d: , haha. I'm joking.
Okay- not gonna upload any pictures cos my dad didn't.
The pictures aren't really nice too , cos its not take with my CANON IXUS 21o.
Oh here we go again.
Phuket!
Anyways, phuket was just pure confusing.
There,boys are girls. Girls are just girls.
SO WHERE ARE THE GUYS?!
Oh, they are gays. Haha, that's why the whole trip I was thinking how perfect phuket will be for Aiden. Fuck yourself la, gay bastard. :) Haha. But the beach at phuket was awesomeawesomeawsomefab. Perfectly fine for a bitch ! Bought kinda lots of stuff- esp fooooooood. Okay, let's move on since there's no pictures.
Volleyball training
Felt much better. Haha, no more childish or foolish thoughts. Decided that I shall stay in volleyball no matter if I ever gonna get into main 6 or whatever shit. At least I get to play volleyball ?! But I hope I can improve before the bruises on my arm gets well really soon. Haha. And when i skipped volleyball trainings, it seems like i have departed from it for millions of years. WOAH. The impact- great. After the volleyball training went to lunch with Van and ah jun! FUN. We went to the aircon coffee shop, had my minced pok noodles ! Zomg, goooood. We talked alot, i mean alotalotalot. And the person i thought i would hate with my whole life turned out to be awesome. Yet the person i thought who would be my bestie was just a total show-off bitch. You-know-who , ahems*. Smiles, kinda ignored seniors on our way to mrt station. * *Not showing off * But i thought they were talking to van !?!?! Uh, whatever.
And dammit, I've been waiting for the person to reply when I didn't even hit the send button ! Screw me.
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xoxo
Monday, March 15, 2010
"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow."
I feel like ending here.
Stopping here and never gonna move again.
I feel like quitting everything.
Wasting the time I spend just to get to where and what I am now.
I feel like letting your down.
Leaving you all and breaking all the promises.
I feel like making time stop.
Facing what's gonna happen tomorrow just scares me.
Sorry for this emo post. So many things have been going on and I feel like an asshole. I feel like quitting volleyball, I'm sorry for this childish thought. I don't like being treated as a junior instead of a friend and whatever I say always offend you. People from PA and UG groups seems so much happier with their seniors. Haha, idk if its me. But don't worry I will never ever quit volleyball. Although being in main 6 seems so dumb- I'll just try to prove my worth in volleyball.
You'll see.
xoxo
Sunday, March 14, 2010
"Trust is like paper, once its crushed - it'll never be the same again."
Okay, this is the camera I want. 14.1 meagapixel! OMG. :D
And and and - Its Canon , not nikon >< . It's a touchscreen ! Woohoo. And its like aroun 350$ ++++ , idk? But I have enough! Gonna go phuket for the march hols, gonna miss up to 3 trainings. Zomg, idk whether can catch up but i'll try. So don't text me until saturday- cos i won't entertain any calls and texts unless necessary. Gonna miss spaam ttm, and of course volleyball ! ):
Happy March Holidays!
P/s: Tq for the concern regarding my trip to phuket, don't worry I'll make it alive cos the riots won't affect phuket only bangkok. Don't worry too much k! Have fun in singapore guys (: Will back souvenirs SO STOP ASKING.
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Friday, March 12, 2010
"We don't have a point to prove. People who see others as inferior are in inferior in character themselves."
- Zipeng Coach.
Makes so so so much sense. :D So I'll let this matter off, cause I respect my coach and myself.
(I should so have a daily quote and put it at the start of my post, YAY. )
F.y.i : Edited @ 7.05pm
Okay back to the POINT...
IT FAIR 2010 ROCKS MY SOCKS (L)
All the coolest it gadets will be there, omigod.
Can't wait to get my hands on ...
nikon ixus 210 !
(sorry, can't post a picture of it but do google it :D )
It's so awesome ok! (:
OMIGOD . I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT.
Today
Was kinda not successful and successful in any other ways.
First successful reason : I managed to get a reasonably ugly tan to piss my mum off.
(HAHA, no la.The tan just looks black and not golden. Naive me.)
Second unsuccessful reason: I came in #39 place. ):
(Sorry ah jun! Slowed you down too!)
But congrats to ah sha and pervvvvvy ! (Y)
Got stamina ah, wa can run like the wind ~
Okay, I realised that Benedict is like highly enthu in class stuff. LOL.
I know.
I'M
GOING
FOR
FFD.
BE
JEALOUS.
:D
I want nobody nobody but you!
xoxo
Thursday, March 11, 2010
ICT DAY OVER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEANNNNY
Last and second day of ICT. Sucks horendously, cmon like what Benedict said, for once I'll rather go school. Alot never finished, i understand. I guess ICT made me and dc so much closer friends.
Tuesday
Went to MacRitchie for the trail run, like ohmygod. It's damn bloody far I tell you. Especially the road area, it looks like its never gonna end. ): But ah jun say she's gonna run with me, but if you wanna pang seh me, its okay (: hahaha. She said she'll pull me to the finishing line, so sweet ! So i'm gonna run for ah jun to the finishing line, JIAYOU ! Later had to bus back ourselves. Like what the hell. Bus-ed back with Samuel. Haha, okay this is damn funny. Me and him saw bus 74 then it wrote there say its going to ang mo kio ave 3, so we took it. Then it seriously went to places I had no idea of and me and Samuel were like praying it'll go the right way. And I found out he stays just 2 bus stop away from me ! HAHA. And sorry spaam, didn't went for the outing with your. D:
Wednesday
ICT day one. Home comp screwed, so went to my neighbours'. Thank god they lend me their laptop, tqqqqq so much (: After that chatted with spaam on msn, thanks marli help me with home econs ! If not sure got dc liao -__- . Went to training, so funny! Felt so ticklish, keep laughing. Sorry if I've irritated your and stuff. Ah ju called me a mother dog, long story for that new nickname. Marli was super irritated cos her mum come along with her, hahaha. Funny la she. Training, huai ren coach keep scolding lor ): But nevermind, i won't quit !!!!!! Training till six thirty plus. Went home ! :D Claire's dad lend me his laptop for today, yay. Thanks again (:
do you remember?-jay sean
xoxo
Monday, March 8, 2010
Awesome day.
All begins with justin bieber singing baby. Damn it, I'm in currently in love with a short sixteen year old's song. DARN IT. Begged Huixin to send into me during lunched. Okay, I skipped a whole lot cos it sucked. );
Literature.
Suck ttm as usual.
Science
Pervert science teacher absent!
Recess :D
Awesome-ness. I carried a bench by myself and Gab say I look super malu, AGREED.
Chinese
Felt super emo, slept abit. Forgot to do chinese compo, so had like a dc. But no need go dc room. Lao shi just confiscate ezlink card, diaoz ttc. Should have gave her my no money one then no need do le :P HAHA.
English
Pon a tweeny weeny bit , go toilet. Walked around. The kao pei librarian didn't let us borrow any books so Mrs Goh went and talked to her. Slack slack at library then slowly walk up to class.
Volleyball training♥.
Coach said alot of things. All in my head. Don't wanna talk about it, its so pressurizing. AH. Today was damn tired. I love ah sha's dance moves, super epic ttm! (((((((((((((((((;
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xoxo
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Baby by justin bieber is an awesome song.
Really really sweet.
Chatted with Marli and Huixin on the phone. Huixin had to go off ): But me and marli went on chatting from like 12 plus to 4 plus? Hang up on Marli cos phone was dead, SCREW YOU. But thanks for being alive and letting me chat with Marli :)
I WANT ME THIRD PIERCING :> !
And I'll look weird with a lip stud, Jean. ):
xoxo
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Volleyball training today.
O.M.G. I screwed it. I feel like mega loser ttm, everyone could do it. It seems like I'm lost in the volleyballs. ): Felt pretty down, but thank god we joked around with Huixin's farts. Laughed alot, especially when ah sha said her fart was solid. (: She's awesome ttc. Actually the whole spaam team is ! :D Couldn't go east coast park w spaam and ah jun, >; . But march hols we're gonna plan another one right, please say yes ! :)
Olgc updates.
I'm gonna make it , since coach said training was gonna be at the afternoon. So I'm gonna rush there and try to get back around in the afternoon , <: . Awesome ttm/ttc. Please book tickets for me, Regine ! If you're ever gonna read my blog. Haha. Hope to see all Primary 6 `09 there ! Hmm, what should I wear man. Ffd tee? :O
xoxo!
Friday, March 5, 2010
Hello world.
Didn't post for a few days cos my comp was stupid.
And I feel so tired. ):
Common Tests updates:
Flunked my literature, as always. I feel like asshole. History was as usual, Rumi wasn't teaching us anymore. Yee taking over much makes the whole history lesson one million times harder than it was supposed to be. (Like what Regine said.) Gosh, i flunked my literature. And its all Tang's fault. I don't care.
Volleyball training on wed.
TIRED.Never felt so tired before. Ended at six thirty. Huai ren coach was so mean. He scolded Gab till damn cham man, he scolded my for my foot work too. But its okay, just gotta blame myself for absenting from training for ages. I think the vb sec one `10 cca tee's gonna work out awesome. :D Just wanna thank those who put in effort to make the cca tee, I love you guys k (: !
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