Wednesday, February 25, 2009
:D I would not cry anymore.
Hey peoples :D !
How are your day today ? Mine was pretty bad, yeah. Got like ' scolded ' by Miss Ng for leaving one corrections blank. So, was like outside the dance room the whole recess solving that dumbo question. Felt pathetic, yes.Felt like crying my eyes out, absolutely yes.Felt like stupid and retarted, duh. No one could help me, nahs. Its okayyy :D . I got over it. Teared myself out in the toilet at lunch what could I possibly do ?Felt really really really really really really really bad.
Yesterday was kinda freaky. Got a one by one talk from Ms Ng. She actually wanted to expel me like what she did to Shivani.I felt like crying lor.I'm not gonna disappoint my mum anymore. And you know what she told me? Stop acting stress in front of my parents. I was like, I didnt even tell them anything about school. And that part I hold back my tears, nobody wants to be scolded for crying, would you ? I dont know. All I can do was shut my mouth and agreed whatever she said to me thats practically wrong. And guess what, I keep my mouth shut at home too. Didn't she wanted me to stop acting stress? Isn't that my famous move? I want to change I seriously do.Call me coward, call me anything. But I seriously didn't act stress.I seriously didnt. And you know what, expel me. If you think I like so worthless in this school ,please do so.If my face makes you angry every morning, expel me. I dont want the rest to experience the anger of yours. Is not fair, isn't it? And if I just pissed you off like what ALWAYS do, why dont you expel me? Why don't I just be a loner or something. Why dont I just crap off and soon you see me in the streets. Why can't ? Why don't you just expel me, I would seriously make the air you are breathing dirtier, wouldn't I . Of course.
I know the correction thingy is my fault. I totally admit. I am stupid right ? (: Yeah, of course. You can't believe you are actually look at me , the world's worst girl. Oh, she can blog too. Surprised eh ? Dont be . Cause my mum taught me not to cry and wouldn't. Maybe someday I look back, and start tearing. I was indeed a bad girl. So bad that I dont bother doing my corrections. :D. Aint I absolutely right ?
Oh, by the way. I apologise for being so unperfect. I suck at math, english , character development . I'm really sorry okay. You dont need to forgive me :D ,
