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Saturday, August 30, 2008

:D
Sorry Heather ! Didn't go to her birthday party :O
I was like sick.. lol. Sherianne, right ?
YAY :D Camp just next tuesay , :DD. I hope smae group as Sherianne !
:D
And thankyous sherianne , help me print the list then in the end I found mine !
thanks for chatting and help me in the science paper, man ! Had funn =:D
:DD
tomorrow going to vivo with my cousinnss !!
lalalalaweeeeeeeeee ;
will sure take the pictures for the food we eating there , hahas :D
then go whacky and madd. Fun september hols, man ! :D

homework havent finish yet-______-

:D
can't wait for the camp :P , like so fun. Then Sharon maybe coming ! :DD
YAYYY !
then Angela and her bimbo cheer, -___- LOLS !
then on the second day(last day), go water wars.!
heeheeeeees, sherianne.
WATCH OUT !!

with most lovee :D
JIAXUAN :D


Friday, August 29, 2008

Happy teachers day :D.
today was like damn nice, everybody had like the most RELAXING day,
and Mrs Thamboo gave me a hugg :D awww man, love her ! ;]
Then Ms Ng said , " Jiaxuan , I was really touched by your card, touched until feel like crying ! "
woah. I also touched loh , first time say this kind of things to me ,
but I also must thank her for giving me the chance to be a House Captain :D
Love ya , too :D

rofl.
gonna miss 5charity during the september hols !
especially Chloe :D
If youre reading this ,
JIAXUAN loves CHLOE forever !! :D
friends forever ;)

Jiaxuan:D
Monday, August 25, 2008

Instructions: Remove 1 question and replace it with your own. Tag 8 people, and list them out at the end of the post! Notify them through their tag board that they've been tagged.

1. Who are you chatting with now?
Noone ):

2. What do you want the most now?
go madd and crazy ;D

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
Hmm , taking alittle evening nap x:

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
I guess , but that goes to show how much I care about them.

5. When do you wish to die?
After I can beat Thet in every subject.I am not dying so easily to let Thet be the only 'record-breaker'

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes:D

7. What impossible things you would wish to do?
I wish i was in Japan , ice-skiing.

8. If you can go back in time, what will you change?
I wouldnt want to change anything.

9. What you think your name means ?
a brainless :D

10. What if your crush asked you out?
I tell you , REJECT :D , ive got better things to do , besides , im getting annoyed by the secretadmirer , man.Its a les for sure -.-

11. When did u last got attach?
Millon Years ago ;DD

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
losing to someone who is not worth losing to / being cheated by friends ??

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
Warmer days ,

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Anyone , im gald if ANYBODY would like to lend me their listening ears !

16. What do you think of life ?
I think life is about trying again and again , perseverence = will power.


17.What is the most unforgettable experience in your life?
Proposing to instructor Kingkong , sad* X.x

18. what do you think of..love?
Probably a waste of time if you find out that person doesnt like you.

19. What will you be if given a chance?
I would want to be the happiest woman on earth :D

.20. Which 8 people did you tag?
1.Sherianne
2. Gracia
3. Clarissa
4.Chooiyin
5.Beatrice
6.Gwen
7.Neka
8.Emmalin
Friday, August 22, 2008
Bang , the Dirt is gone !


ARGGH. My hands still hurt , injection sucks -___-

I couldnt get to sleep the whole of last night with my hand like that -.- It hurts so much when I turn to my left side.Then i tried different ways to get myself to sleep.And the worstthing is , composition corrections and composition are on my desk waiting for me !

AGGH.Th pain is taking over me -___-

Im just gonna bear with it , left handers are still the worst victim after all.
RIGHT handers rock :DD

AGGH. I just hit it against my desk -___-

Ouch.ouch.ouch.ouch.ouch.Never knew it hurts like this.And I was parlayzed with agony -.

AGGH. Nothing happend x)

With most agony ,
Jiaxuan:DD
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Content Warning :D

The secret admirer you are a LESBIAN :D
You think Im a baichi , no way man. :D
Pause.
Sherianne , I just deleted the thingy.
And Realised that Gracia have a blog .
And her sister have the same blogskin as me 0.0
Pause.
I wished that tomorrow higher chinese would turn out fine ,
im like enough of the mathematics paper ?
Pause.
I wish the marks written on my mathematics paper was fake ,
I feel like giving up , man.
Pause.
I don't feel like going to shanghai anymore ,
i dont feel like going to Japan ,
I dont wish to go to school the next day.
Pause.
And no one will understand how I am feeling now.
Paused.
Im Frustrated .
Congrats to Huishin and Thet , anyway , you got the last sum correct. (:
Pause.
Sherianne is feeling sad when she got back her paper.
Cheer up Dearie :D I bet you scored well but just not satisfied right ?
Pause.
shutup.
I wish everything could restart :D

sighs, feel like slapping myself and go crazy.
Jiaxuan , say byebye to FREEDOM.

This morning at around 0835 (?) , i was like doing the science test , I could kind of feel the tense in my body and knew that my nerves was like jumping and flying in my body -.-
That kind of feeling , freaks me out. And when I was about to start on the first question , my legs went TOTALLY numb.And I seriously thouught that the paper was challenging till my interal organs argeed.

While I was doing , and around 30 mins before colleceting the paper, Ms Laaven , kinda BIG sized went into our class and I went like , ' OMG.' She looks like she was looking for something to eat , and our class was the cave and we are all her prey. -.- Wild imagination , in fact.
The worst thing she keep looking and walking around my area lehs !! ROFL.
But later when she collected the paper she some questions that was really meaningless for her to know and she was boasting about Payar Lebar Girls , then took up our recess time.

During recess , I went with Regine , Gwen , Neka and Aashwini. Then I was happily muching on my saussage bread , LOL . Then later went ot eat Prawn noodle with EXTRAA chilli , man :D

But then i had the worst shock of my life :
English : 78 / 100
Mathematics : 60 / 100 -.-

I feel like slapping myself. Then slash myself , then stab myself in the heart, I just wanna die and forgot EVERYTHING.

and wished god gave me better brains.

with so much depression ,
Jiaxuan :D


Friday, August 15, 2008
hot day -.-

THE HEAT IS TOTALLY UNBEARABLE !!
omgosh.is like im burning , but luckily bath with COLD water.
hmm, don't know whether can rip off Sherianne's quiz , go text her for permission first.
SHE REPLIED ! CAN (:. yay , otherwise like damn sian , also can test my typing skills ?


1.Has anyone told you you have pretty eyes ?
LOL , nope but Chloe aid it was big, but not big as Sherianne's.

2.How are you ?
ERM.kind of feeling hot cause of the weather and tired of stufying for the last past 5 hours-.-

3.What have you learned lately ?
The sun can be this hot.omgosh.

4.How many pillows do you sleep with ?
Bolster and two BIG and i mean REALLY big pillows. :D

5.Do you like blue cheese ?
Okay , wait.There is actually BLUEE cheese ?

6.Do you trust people too easily or not enough ?
Too EASILY. D:

7,Whats the colour of your soap in your bathroom ?
You mean body soap or shampoo ? Body soap is white , Shampoo is green.

8.Do you ever bite your lips ?
Gentlely , yes.I kind of love biting my lips , ROFL !

9.What brand of lotion do you use ?
ERM.The Body Shop ?

10.Should country music die ?
OMGOSH,no way ! Without country music how to relax ?!

11.What was the last thing you bought ?
OMgosh,i forgotten.But its food , i think.

12.Are you ticklish ?
NOPE :D kind of.

13.Are camera phones worth it ?
Its a win-win deal , course once you lost your phone , you lose your camera as well.

14.Are there too many commercials on TV ?
DUH UH .I dont understand why commercial breaks are like so bloody long ?

15.When was the last time someone said unpleasant things to you ?
Hmm , during the national day celebration bah , Gwen say i mother of sixx -.-

16.Do you have a crazy side ?
YES :D go ask the CRAZY family !

17.Do you keep aruing ever when you know you are wrong ?
YEAP D: its embarrabsing to let people know that you've made a mistake , especially when its something about maths.But usually i just go , " Oh yeah horhs."

18.How did you wear your hair today ?
Frindge ALL over my face , hair tied up messily :D

19.Do long distance realtionship work ?
Maybe, depends on the both parties feel for each other .

20.Scuba diving or sky diving ?
SKY DIVING , man. I'm kind of afarid of the deep blue sea.

21.What do people call you ?
Jiaxuan , Ah Jia , JiajiaLiangTeh-.- , Giraffe , Erbo ><

22.Do you put your tittle before you type before or after ?
Usually before .

23.What are you listening to ?
Jojo - Too little Too Late

24.Is there someone you wanna fight with ?
kung fu - panda :D ROFL.

25.Are you missing anyone ?
Yes.Sherianne's laughter and her infection on her eye , ROFL :D

26.What were you doing one hour ago ?
Chionging for PT2 :D

27.Where do you wish you were right now ?
Japan with my cousins and happily building a snowman

28.Are you slowy drifting from someone close ?
Maybe , jsut hope not D:

29.Whats the closest blue thing near you ?
The modem cable wire.

30.Can you do a split ?
NEVER EVER , man !

31.When was the last time you screamed ?
During National day celebration , i went SIAO.

32.Do you part your hair in the middle ?
hmm , no. Maybe next time I'll shall try, ROFL :D

33.Who was the last person you talked to ?
My cousin.

34.Last word you spoke ?
whatever , im so pissed OFF.

35.Did you date anyone you regret dating ?
Nope. :D

36.What is your natural hair colour ?
Brownish and dark brownish ?

37.What makes a good song ?
A song that makes you think about it all the time.

38.Do you usually tell people when your feelings are hurt ?
Sometimes , when Im joking with my cousins , e.g "Jiaxuan , you look EXTRA weird when
you wear my heels " "OMGOSH.I am hurt" ROFL.

39.What are you doing now ?
Frantically typing ;D ROFLL >

40.Love song or country ?
LOVE SONG :D

41.Do you love your school ?
YES:D ROFL.

42.Why are you doing this quiz ?
Cause Im really bored. ROFL.

43.How do you feel when your bestfriend died ?
LONELY.What if i told you everybody was my best friend ?!

***END OF FIRST QUIZ***


*** the start of a new quiz ***

Name:Jiaxuan :D
Sisters:0
Brothers:1
Shoe size : Hmm , I forgotten.
Height:165 cm ROFL :D
Where do you live : SINGAPORE :D
Favourite drinks : H2O
Favourite breakfast : maggi noodle with meatballs :D
Have you fell off a chair : Hehees , yeah :D
Broken someone's heart : Someone broken my knee , ROFL !
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a phone call : NOPE.
Saved emails : YES.Especially those about my user and pass , ROFL :D
Whats is your room like : Two big woody tables , four WOODY cupboards , three roller chairs ,
one cabinet and one queen-sized bed.
What is beside you : OMGOSH.Anyone , cause now its huuggry ghost fes.
What is the last thing you ate : laska ?
Ever had chick-pox : YEAP.
Sore Throat : YEAP , and it sounded as if i was voice-breaking -.-
Sitches : YEAH.SEVERLY>
Broken nose : no way !
Do you believe in love at first sight : Yes.
Like pinics : No . I LOVE it :D
Who was/were the last person you danced with:The whole class during national day celebration.
Last person who made you laugh : Sherianne.
Today did you talk to someone you like : My family.
Today did you get sick : NOPE.
Miss someone: yeah , miss ALOT.
Eat: laska lorhs , ask again -.-
Best Feeling in the world : Finally being able to beat Thet in EVERY subjects :D
Do you sleep with you stuffed animals : nope.
What is under your bed : Monsters.
Who do you really hate : Dont wanna reveal that lady.
What time is it now : 3.43 p.m.
Is there a person you are thinking of now : Nope.
Do you have any siblings : I thought asked before lerhs !?
Do you want childern : Yes , i want 3 :D Two boys and one girl.
Do you smile often : Everyday :D
Do you like your handwriting : Yes. Somehow bah.
Are your toe nails painted : transparent , ROFL :D
Whose other bed you rather sleep in other than your bed : my parents' bed.
What colour shirt are you wearing : BLUEE :D
What were you doing 7.00p.m. : Studying.
I can't wait till : SA2 :D
Are you a friendly person : IDK.
Do you have pets : YES. some idiotic fishes
Where is the person you have feelings for right know : in heaven -.-
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything good to you now ? : Yes , Faye is verything to me :D
Do you sleep with the tv on : NOWAY>
What are you doing now : Obvious enough ?
Have you ever crawled through a window : If i did , i wouldnt be here typing.
Can you handle the truth : NOPE. i think.
Are you too forgiving : Wanna trry ?
Are you closer to your father or your mother : i think both bahs.
Do you eat healthy : Hmm , maybe too healthy then grow until like that,.
Are you loud or quiett : Talkative.
Are you confident : NO WAY -.-
3 Things i was doing 10 years ago : breathing and walking and talking
3 Things on my to-do list today : Study,breathing and writing.
3 Things i would if i was a billonare : split the money and give half to my parents and donate some to charity and buy a house for each of my friends and family members.
3 places i've lived before: My House , Cousin's house and my Aunt's House.
3 Jobs I've done before : Classmoniteress , student and a below - average student T.T

FINALLY FINISHED !


greatday; ]

i guess i shall just reveal the truth to al of your people who's interested in my cane marks.
Firstly , this is totally not CHILD ABUSE.
And secondly , what i told some of your about i did badly for my chinese mock test was a fake.I didn't got caning because of that.

Its actually because I used up my angbao money , $40.Then I never tell my parents and lied to them for almost half a year.Then when my mum found out , she was realy angry and dissapointed canse something happend during the first half of the year , i failed my PT1 and of course , both parents kind of lost hope in me and was also dissapointed , how can they not be disspointed when i lied to them again ?


So my mum caned me ? Clarice Ho told it was like scratch marks , and i was really thankful that she didn't start asking cause I really couldn't tell anyone about anymore.Hamsavani told almost everybody and Im suspecting she told Claris Ng which is kinda sad , she belongs to the ' higher than average ' kind and what if she tells Thet or Isabelle or Kumwai and then Kumwai tells Sally and then start spreading ?
I would like to apologise to people I lied to , because I really dont know what I could say ,
so I'm really sorry,

forget about that lerhs bahs(: , PT2 is coming and I can't afford myself failing and then feeling depressed again , right ? ROFL ;D
Jiaxuan JYJY :D
and would like to wish these following friends EXTRAAA LUCK (:
SHERIANNE :)
NEKA:)
GWEN:)
AASHWINI:)
CLARISSA:)
CHLOEE:)
JIAXUANNN (laughoutloudds) (:

JIAYOUS !
make MEEE proud ;D !
Monday, August 11, 2008
awww mann ..

I'm not going to Sentosa anymore ): , sighs , my cousins need to study for some test and I kinda need to study too , laughoutloudds : x .Im chiong(ing) so , later then blog again : P !
Sunday, August 10, 2008

byebye;] freedom

Have to start studying , must start to CHIONGG lerhs ;D
and ytd was like the best day of my life , my auntie say on monday want bring us to Sentosa: ]
and my dad bought 3 pizzas and kfc and subway for nothing at all , weeeeeeeeees.
then i was like munching on my food then my cousins came , it was lke a family gathering :D
then I kind of went siao , keep screamming then my mummie scold><>

thn today morning , they came again , and they are still here ; ] but they go playground without me , so i stay here emoing lohs-.- JOKING ! Thats why I'm here complaining lohs ><
Later going swimming with my cousins and aunties with their hubby ; ]
sure we ksiao , thn the sercurity guard go like , " Excuse me , no playing in th pool like that "
so paisehs , rofl.


bytheway, my homework left one then finish but i spend the whole day going mad .rofl
so didn't do , sighs. And I didnt revise so must chiong like mad otherwise mum scold i buaytahan -.-
I didn't regret changing blogskin : ] This one is like damn nice. SO simple , i like..laughoutloudds.
hmm , didn;t go visit Chloe's blog, wonder hows it and forgot help her put cbox .rofl
and must go link Beatrice , my old primary 3 friend :D
rofl.

with most love ,
JIAXUAN heng :D
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Happy birthday Clarissa babe :]

Yay , today can blog ;] heehees.
I just wanna wish my Dearie Clarissa a happy 11th birthday : ]
heehees , i mean clarissa crazy wong kailing ;] laughoutloudds.
anyway , i wanna wish her everlasting beauty , luck and happiness , good luck with your Kenneth x:(ahem*)
Stay happy and cheerful forever ;] and pass your Progress Test two with flying colours , okayokay
Progress test just the week after -.- Sighs , can I do it ? Or maybe can I even pass ?
Its like damn paiseh if you fail again , right-.- Especially when Thet ALWAYS get 100 ><
sadden seh -.- , bytheway , I've made up my mind.
Im gonna prove to my teacher that she's wrong about me , especially the part about acadamic,
the intiative part can improve much later and the attitude prob sure can't do much ,
maybe to her im just some a girl who got into 5charity by my HCL .
Im proving her wrong , Im showing her that I came to 5c by ALL sub.
She's wrong about me , Im not some kind of person to be bullied of .
Jiaxuan jiayous ;]
Bytheway i got 70/100 for this progress test paper , i did it ALL by myself : ]
heehees , thats the evidence Im not that useless and i have the brains !
I just need the confidence only , Nothing Is Impossible ; ]












Friday, August 8, 2008
I was the mother of 6 -.- ( hen hui shen ehs >< )

HAPPYBIRTHDAYY:] S'POREEandCLARISSA
(just in case tomorrow cannot blog-.-)

bytheway,Today school celebration , damn funn : ]
Here are the cute buddysisterrrss i took care of :
1Peace <3
Lisha Roja :DD
Shina Wee - tanchigui( Ask Regine.She keep complaining x : )
1Love <3
(Sandra)Leow Jingya - buaytanhan her ! ( She look like the RGS girl , the Ang Jingwei lehs ! )
Catherine (?) - cute :D ( look very emo sometimes x : )
4Faith<3
Kaplana (used to detest her x :)
Kimberlee/Kimberlie(the prefect ;] )

our collage DAMN ugly seh !! Then Jingya went like , " Eeee , not nice one " say to her friend -.-
I went like " WEI ! It looks nice okay ! " Then she apologise.
Give me the cute look ; who wouldnt forgive her ?

Regine wanted some of my ' haizi' so I lend her the tanchigui and Catherine ;
then Tarunikka say , " Eh , you child labour arhs ?! "
then i smiled (; laughoutloudds.

I AM THE MOTHER OF SIXXXX : D
Gwen anyhow say ! As if , make me like hen hui shen -.-




Saturday, August 2, 2008
Official Opening (live!)

My Jobs for Official Opening :

- Memorising some script ( In the end, only one principal came-.-)

-Serving food (its fun cause when you see your bestiesyou add more rice :D !)

-Lighting up candles ;D

-Getting burned-.-

-Kena waxed -.-

-scolding some boy for blowing off candles ! (idiots-.-)

-Get scolded by Ms Ng for not being vigilant.TT



Eh , Prefects ! We MOREE tiring de lehs x:

laughoutloudds :D Joking , prefect also very tiring .. being a robot!

laughoutloudds.



Mr Tan's new nickname : ahem** angmoh auntie x :

laughoutloudds ! I told him that his suit was really so weird !

Branded become cheapo -.-

Chloe say his butt damn small , then we were like making fun of the 'angmoh auntie~'

laughoutloudds.







Ms Ng wasn't happy with me , especially me ! ( I think )

Cause , i almost lost the candles which are all in a red plastic bag.

At least i found it ?! -.- sobs*

Not only that she scolded me for not vigilant , this is what happend .

I was happening to stand at point a where some of the candles was blown off , i busy there bus lighting them up then Ms Ng say , " JIAXUAN ! " As I turned my head around facing point C "There are some candles blown off here ! Why aren't you not vigilant , do you know that the visitors will be coming any minute ?! " Poor Jiaxuan was still lighting up the last candle at point A and Ms Ng left the garden angrily -.-

but then before that me and Cristalle , Clarissa , Chloe and Candice went outside the staff room , sitting down on the wooden chairs then later this woman which was really nice , was walking aimlessy past the garden of peace then all of us to her . Then I ask , " Would you like to go to the Eco-Garden ? " with a W I D E smile. She agreed and we brought her to the Eco-Garden ,
then later she asked us what secondary school are we going , then i told her our school is affliated to SJC ( what the-.-) then she went like oh..
After we tour her around the garden , she said we did very well and SPEAKED very well she told Ms Ng too larhs (of course!)
Then we secretly plucked the mint and the curry leaves for her since she so kind to us ;]
Then later when we thanked her say goodbye she pointed at our nametags and say all 'c's expect you (pointting to me) , You must be the leader then the rest are your helpers . Then I kinda blush x :
heehees:]


later Ms Ng brought us up to the hall and she scolded this ballet girl and kinda scolded the angklng girls , then when we were outside the computer lab , some 'immatures' blinked at me and gave me that ' you-are-so-lame' or ' look-at-you-im-more-mature' kind of look . Makes me vomit -.-
Then when they past by me again , I BLINKED at them ; ]
yeah man. jiaxuan rocks : ]
bytheway,their clothes are damn outdated -.-















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